Anyways...
my favorite part of my cool down tonight was that during my complaining (I tripped on my run), my husband just looked up from his book and said-
Run when you can, walk when you can't, and crawl when you have to.
I stopped the complaining and remembered why I originally started running in the first place- To prove to myself that I could, To conquer something I had never been able to do before, and To challenge myself to do something hard.
At the time I thought my husband was very insightful(which sometimes he is), but he told me a few minutes ago that he's been reading Run! : 26.2 stories of blisters and bliss by Dean Karnazes. I'll be stealing it from him as soon as he's done (he just let me know that he's read 17 miles :-)
Until then, I've realized that you need to be inspired just enough to keep going. And that's exactly what I intend to do.